Why should
women engaged themselves to one man? After all, in the game of dating men do
not go after just one girl but goes after any girl he can find. My mix right
now is I don’t quite trust the one I am talking to. I adore him, and he is a
homebody who works out and gets up at 5:45 a.m. on Saturday mornings. I would
like to feel like the only one but I am afraid I am not and it is a game rather
than date.
I have
discovered my trust was lacking when I started to date two other guys on the side. Both on other sides of town,
both different group of friend, and both manage different jobs. I see no wrong
when I am just “talking” to them, rather than in relationships. I have a fear
of commitment, but waiting on the right guy to not mess up my views.
How do we keep our fears settle,
but keep moving on and about this world? I started to date a man who can be a
bit of an ass, but yet I am so hung up on him that his wrongs are not noticed
by me. But now I’ve developed a “fling” with a navy pilot who is known for
getting with girls and never calling them back. Well, I got with him, and he’s
still calling and buying me things, so by all means, he can stay in place for
as long as he wants. But that’s usually how it works, the man your NOT all
about, he’s into you. I also am starting to talk to a waiter in an old city
town outside my city and he in fact has me intrigued by all things. To sit and
hear stories of his travels in Europe by himself, or how he lived in Germany
for three years makes my gypsy soul want to hear more.
All
three are different, and all three are kept. As long as your talking or dating
and no progress is about to happened for future years to come, then don’t waste
the beauty. Share whatever skills you got, because soon you’ll be married and
wishing you could live that life a little bit more on the edge.
