Someone once told me, “If he cares, he’ll write to you.”
Well I have been waiting on a reply for over two weeks and not once has he took the time to tell me he is sorry. Sorry, for the fact he was playing me at the same time as another girl.
During the summer, I was broken up through a text message; took all was 3 pages to say “sorry, we’re just not good enough.” Feeling bum, and the fact I just got dumped through a text message, this sailor popped into my life in just 6 hours.
Leaving me a simple 5:45 a.m. text, asking for me to congratulate him on his graduation from flight school. a couple sent text messages through the early morning, I found myself with him on a nice coffee date. A simple Dunkin Donuts date turned immediately to a Crackle Barrel breakfast date with his entire command from flight school. All I could think was “I am back in the game!”
It’s funny to think I could hop back into the game in just 6 simple hours. I was starting to fall for a boy who was about to leave me for deployment. One month in Texas and 6 weeks in the desert. Leaving me to spend very little but extensive time with him, in which I made sure to spend all my free time on him.
Everything was fine. I cut through the depression of not having him around me. I started to develop the relationship of our likeness through the phone and internet. I sent songs that reminded me of him and took precious email time to send him long letters. It’s what he requested. Keep him as close to me even though he was 3,000 miles away. He always insisted I email him whatever was on my mind.
But through his dumb and couldn’t care less mistakes I found out through his non deleting face book wall, he was talking to another girl. I did not hesitate to end our relationship right there on the facebook wall. I posted a youtube video of the country song “Lover, Lover, you don’t treat me good no more…” and as silly as it seems I posted the song, because I felt the words of a song could get through fast enough to the loser that I was packing up and leaving his lies.
He emailed me that night with a simple “hey”, as if I was going to respond with over delight. My replied “there’s not much to say”. I got the last word in, the last true phrase to end everything. Now I don’t ever have to see him or say anything.
But I have a slight problem, this douche bag happens to be my best friend’s roommate. That’s the twist. He’s coming back in a week, and I don’t think I can come to the apartment anymore. He has not once emailed me or called me, I want an explanation for all the lies and troubles. But I know I won’t get it, and I am biting my lip not to ask him.
Obviously through his lies and showing his caring ways it shows he does not care for me. But how can I make things less awkward knowing there is a complete shithead living with my best friend? My friends say get over it, and not to talk to him. But it’s a little tricky when you’ve been talking to him since July and its October, and again, he lives with your best friend and happens to be your best friend’s guy friend. Oh, and the other girl? Yeah, she flying over here for THANKSGIVING (found that one out through facebook as well, because everybody likes to post their entire life on his wall). My situation, in a mix.
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