Could I treat myself any lesser? I've recently was involved in a foolish playing around dating thing with another boy who had just got out of a 2 yr relationship. I was happy, and living the free from commitment.We agreed on comfort. We agreed I would text or call him, I wanted him to text or call me back. We agreed that we would have sex. Afterall, I needed a stress reliever with my busy no life schedule. With the No Life schedule, I turned to sex to one person and one person only. I was living the dating life without any strings attach, listening to Frank Sinatra Love songs, and getting excited over text. Then slowly, without warning it ended. Calls began to become slow and text began to decrease. The invites to hang out with him on weekdays or weekends ended, and I was let with the question of "what happened?"
Why do men decide what is right for them without any word to girls? Its already bad enough women over analyze on every word a man said's through texting, so why not choose communication? Is it better to just stopped all at once without closure? For me, I rather know my faults, so I can learn from my mistakes.
The key was on agreeing, not completely dropping off the face of the earth. Which is why when I called him and invited him out once more, two weeks later after this mess, he still picked up the phone and was nice. Nice? ignore my call. Ignore me. after all, that is what he does best.
But, now that I clearly see he doesn't care for me, am I in the right to date his friend? Attractive man who I have a lot in common with. I guess time will answer that one for me.
Along with the "men dropping off the face of the year" topic, I would like to add in Mr.boring mentioned from my other blogs, has been slowly reaching me through facebook messages. Its funny to see someone who completely defriend me on Facebook is trying hard to come back, flirty messages, trying to see how I've been. I wrote how he completely dropped off the face of the year and is funny to have a man trying to reach me again...
A man who stopped talking. texting. messaging me, after a one hour text message fight we had during my lunch break. 4 months later... he misses me. I think I might just have fun with this game if he lets me...again!
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